I probably should have written this on January 1st , or maybe the 7th. The more traditional time for New Year’s resolutions or goal setting. It simply wasn’t in me this year. Oh, I had one. I still have one.
Rain will be
published this year.
That’s it. The one
and only goal–a goal perhaps twenty-two years in the making. I have to laugh at
myself. So far I have managed to outdo any attempts by writing friends to moan
about how long they’ve been working on a particular piece.
“Five years? Ten years? That’s nothing. Try
over twenty.”
A strange
satisfaction, to be sure. A satisfaction not unlike a parent who has a child
still at home. Grade school and high school are finished. The rebellious stages
of adolescence done and learned from. A parent knows their child isn’t perfect,
but they’ve done their best. And they will always love them. Perhaps out there
in the big, open world someone else will love them, too.
I’ll sniffle later
and privately.
Any other goals for
this year? What’s on my writing list? I used to post lists. Some projects
remain there, some changed, and still others appeared out of the blue.
I’m not publishing
them–not any more.
Someone in one of my
writing groups posted something which appealed to me more than any list of
writing resolutions for the coming year–taking just one word and applying it to
the coming year. I loved it. Simple.
Flexible. Capable of being applied to every level, not just writing.
This is my word for
2016
STEP. I want to keep taking one step at a time, but always forward... step into my future, step up, step on no one (though I might step on a bug or two), step over the little things, stay in step with my husband, step to the beat... MY beat.
ReplyDeleteSTEP. That's my word for the year.
Welcome to 2016!